Fail!

Last night I took some quiet time to get organised. As well as cooking salmon stir fry for dinner I: Made up the Yoghurt & Puree for this mornings breakfast crumble, prepared chicken waldorf salad for today’s lunch, prepared the first part of a Tofu Eggplant Mess for tonight’s dinner, smashed out a cardio session, did some dishes, laundry… Sorted vegie snacks for the next few days… The lunch & snacks are still sitting in the fridge st home… This is because today is a shit day & leaving that stuff at home is the only possible beginning to a shot day… I’m hitting another plateau at the moment… Expecting a gain because I’m just feeling so bloated & suck despite clean eating & good exercise! The last 5 kg really are pitiful & soul destroying… Can’t believe that after losing nearly 85kg… The last 5 – 10kg are definitely the most emotional & challenging… Who knew the experts would be right?! 😛 The thing is though… What am I going to do… The alternative, well it’s not an option is it? So how do you, when you’re an overly sensitive soul… Suck it up, get out of your own head & move on. This post is just like all the others… I guess. The food, the exercise is all easy… It’s the mind that i struggle with… Oh, & peanut butter! 😀 Hoping that by putting it up”out there” my brain will swing into gear and I will stop being annoyed that despite how organised I am, I’m still chaotic & disorganised… And despite how far I’ve come, the hardest is yet to come… But I will get though… Because I have no other choice than to just keep going.