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So… I have now lost a whole, healthy human.

I look at that figure as I type, see my reflection & it doesn’t compute.

Who is this person? Or… Who the f*** was that other person…

The one who had to ask for a seatbelt extender on an aeroplane. High above the earth, humiliated, self-loathing & no way to escape my own head for 24 hours…

I am confronted by myself… old & new. Still trying to work out who I am & where I fit.

Think I like the new one a little more..